As much as I like looking at and appreciating art, when I'm sick I just feel too muddled to perfect anything. Lately have been too lazy with art, so I decided to quit my art shop and I've tried drawing a few doodles here and there.. but nothing worth submitting. Sometimes it might come out well, but in the end I'm not enjoying doing it.. it just lost it's fun. I can hardly picture anything I want to draw, so it just comes out how it comes out.. Not to mention in shops you're usually expected to draw specific subjects and check their reference and descriptions.

When I lose the enjoyment of drawing and creating, I don't know why. This has never happened before, I was usually just busy. ._. Then again I've been contemplating my future career and I don't believe it involves art, at least not drawing.. so that could be why. When I feel bad like this I can hardly think of anything positive to say. My throat hurts and I've got a bad cough, which is killing my throat and my voice. XD Thankfully medicine cured the dizziness, I couldn't turn my head or move around without feeling faint; I believe this is some flu that everyone seems to be catching.

Hopefully nobody else gets sick. My whole family almost is.